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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i know i just blogged yesterday but i cannot resist the temptation to blog again. i just have to blog. well no, actually, i just have to talk. school had been as mundane as ever to the extent that i even dread waking up; thinking of the many tests that i didnt study for,the topics that i dont know shit about, that horrible feeling of failure that constantly lingers in th pit of my stomach; i think ive almost grown accustomed to it.

it's ironic that the people that keep me sane are all actually quite psychotic themselves. i think i'd just be some demented loser if it weren't for my gfs, schoolmates and few others. --you guys make everything worth it :)
although looking on the bright side;oh wait...
there is no bright side.

ive bloody caught on to pmsy-mood today, like finally. ive been feeling so ughh the past few days, but i just kept quiet. and today, i burst like puss coming out from a pimple. ok fuck thats sick. anyway, i wish i have someone who'd let me scream/whine/piss and grumble at right NOW! now now NOW!!! im not having menses lah for goodness sake, just feeling pmsy! WHY! :(

i saw this dead lizard at my condo. its not those lizard you find at home, im referring to those big ones you see climbing up trees. not komodo dragon la haiyo! its abt the size of a chameleon. yah THAT type of lizard. what made it worse is that, the lizard got ran over by a car(i supposed) and then its body became fucking flat like rotiprata and all its organs are protruding! like you can see all the liver, intestines etc etc. most of its insides looked maroon and purple, but some parts looked BLUE! bluek! what the blue fuck type of lizard is that?! fucking fucking fucking ccb knn sick! i gagged when i saw that piece of meat laying there as if its stuck to the ground or smth. shit, where the piece of meat is laying right now is where i have to walk everyday. fuck i think i have no other choice but to take the long cut. up yours! you bloody lizard. at first i felt sorry for the lizard lah, but then i got turned off immediately when i took a closer look. sorry lah. cant blame me. i hope the cleaner get rid of the minced/distorted/disfigured/flattened/fuckingsick/pathetic lizard soon. okay sorry for making a big hoo-ha abt a stupid lizard.

-saw this ahcek walking by the pool barefooted and digging his nose with his pinky;say it with me ya'll-eeeyer!!!
-my cravings for ben&jerrys have not been fufilled as yet.
-effing blood sucking mosquitos are having a ball of a time draining my blood.
-i would like to dedicate britney's "You Drive Me Crazy" to my mom, she says the music i listen to is making me worship Satan. like wtf right? fine, I LOVE YOU SATAN! whatever lah ma..
-a searing headache to top it all off.

i think i'll be commiting suicide next year after collecting my results, my classmates and i have it all planned out. please make full use of your last year with me, you'll miss me.
im going to give up swearing for the rest of the week, so please dont tempt me.