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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
I wouldn't trade anything. You're still my everything.


I am such a sucker. I was the one worth leaving.
When it rains, it pours.
I am so sore
I am so sorry
You can do so
Much better.
I can't run anymore. I think I'm going to fall again.
Im just about to fall for it.
Almost...

today is one of 'those days'. one of those rainy, cloudy, emotional, just-wanna-stay-in-bed-all-day-long days. turn your phone off, and stay put. don't bother getting dressed, you're not going anywhere.

i have a love/hate relationship with these days. i hate them, because they make me feel lonely and vulnerable, but at the same time i love them. they're perfect for being lazy, and they cause everybody else's emotions to steep, which means that it won't be hard to find someone else to sponge countless hugs from.

lately i have developed a little bit of a temper. i get somewhat snappy and worked up when someone says or does something that I assume is them trying to push my buttons. im not really sure what it is, but i've just felt mega stressed out and tired in the past while. i apologize in advance to everyone who has to be near me, or talk to me.

i am so bitter and tired. i just want to sleep for a whole day. i want a break from trying to make others upset when they are happy. i want a hug, and a cup of tea. i want anything that makes me forget the mess. right now i need a boost.
i hope you miss me too.

today was such a fail.
end...ending...ended.



PS. To You Know Who You Are:
thank you for being the arms to help me off the ground when the weight is too much on my own. thank you for believing that an ugly duckling can become a swan. thank you for the better part of my life, and the better yet to come. thank you for making every hug and every kiss complete. thank you for never fading. thank you for the trust. you're beautiful. you're selfless, mannerly, and kind. you deserve the best, so dont accept anything less than that. when you feel like second best is all you're entitled to, i will be there for you. you're still my everything...