i want this fucking cool shit. i know the ice-cream ahpek ride this thing but who cares, this is fucking oldskool shiiit man! thats the shit yo, the shiet! cant fucking wait for july to come. 3 more fucking months to be legal. goodness, the wait is killing me. uh actually not really la, im not that keen to be 18, just another age to me. the only cool shit abt being 18 is that youre able to fag without being afraid of getting caught by some fucking assholes from HSA and pay some fucking fine to the fucking gov. and not forgetting, being 18 means i can get a license!:D but growing older is terrifying considering the fact that there'll be more responsibilities to hold, seriously, im paranoid. you guys dont know shit cos youre not an only child, try being me. i think all of you with siblings are so damn lucky, at least you guys have someone else to fall back on if smth happens.. k stop, i dont wanna go into that topic uh.. i'll feel stressed and fucked up and paranoid again and whatever largh so yar.. i just wanna take my license and have a good time of my life.
my family and relatives' are gonna hang out later in the noon and celebrate my grandma's 75th bday which falls on the 23rd, tmr. ive nv given any presents to grandma before, and i feel kinda bad talking bout it now. but now im fucking broke man, i swear. i guess all i could give grandma is a birthday hug and pay attention to all her naggings in time to come(god, pls help). grandma bought me 2 boxes of potong ice-cream, and its waiting for me in the fridge... :)
;12:57 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
My ResurrectionHello Blogger,
I am back for a second to tell you that i am restless alot lately. little sleep, awkward dreams when i do sleep...that sort of thing. after 2 fucking long months(well, it seems long to me) of not touching this thing/computer/internet, im still alive, still kicking.
i left Warehouse on 31st march, and somehow it feels like im being released from changi prison. like a whole load of burden just gave way from my shoulder. but still, ive missed some of them who are still struggling in that Warzone. nonetheless, ive got my life back!
and presently, everything seems to take place a tad too fast. some of the ppl i know are serving ns, some are still studying, some just sit at home and take parents money, and most of them are working. just to let you know that altho im jobless, im not in the "some just sit at home and take parents money" category. im getting this job very soon, this convenience store at esplanade. need to be there this fri and have a talk/interview with the ladyboss, hope it goes well. anyway this job is sooo theresa lam, sooo me! unlike working in WH, this job doesnt require me to wear uniform, stand forever and greet customers, vacuum the fucking floor everyday, serve richass snobbish ppl etc etc. all i have to do is to mind the cashier counter and replenish stocks, a lazy/boring job for a lazy/boring person like me. i like the idea of how i can relax behind the counter, and stone most of the time, and get money at the end of the month. this job is the dopest thing that could ever happen to me.
so, since ive been home most of the time, ive pretty much given up caring about almost everything(for eg; how my hair looks like Tarzan's now, why the weather is so disgusting these days, etc), except for those ppl who i love love love love veryyy much. my life is almost legit now.
few hrs ago, a phonecall with him ended up like a mini-tsunami, not too good. =( and listening to gnr makes me lonely. being lonely makes me wanna listen to gnr. i love gnr, probably more than you do. ya. goodnight.
